You may have noticed that I made a slight change to the name of my blog. It used to read Knitting Socks: Musings on Life and Death It now reads Knitting Socks: Life, Love and Adventures at Flamingo Farms. Why? Well originally I started writing my blog as a way to help me deal with the sudden death of my older sister. We had her memorial a few weeks ago after putting it off for several months. Immediately after the memorial, I spent some time with my middle sister; a very accomplished woman who always looks on the positive side. Those few days with her have changed my life.
I have a tendency to dwell on my past. Not a good thing to do. You can’t change it and you can’t make it go away. But what you can do is reduce or eliminate it’s ability to ruin your future. When I was with my sister, I realized that the difference in our outlook on life were how we processed the past. She, of course, has regrets, but she has not let those regrets paralyze her ability to positively move forward. No, that has been my job. SO, effectively immediately, I am moving on with mindful purpose and positive outlook. Maybe easier said than done, but I have a great support system and a wonderful and wise adviser. And besides, how can you be negative when you get to wake up to the simple (?) life on a Hobby Farm!
The other day, it actually stopped raining. I went down to the barn at 6:45 as I have been doing for the past 6 years. But this time, I took my morning cup of coffee with me. My mare, Va. Tech Gina Leigh is on stall rest. She has a hole in her flexor tendon and has been in a stall since mid February. Needless to say, she is not a happy camper at all. After I gave both of the horses their breakfast, I sat in the barn and drank my coffee.
Tiger Lily, my lovable feral cat jumped into my lap; kneading and purring in happiness to be there. Gina was munching quietly on her hay. The birds were starting to wake up, and were chirping and singing good morning to one another. There were no other noises, no other distractions to the peace that was Flamingo Farms in the morning. It was just breath taking. I sat there so long, my husband came looking for me. He saw that I was communing with my animals and left without saying a word.
How could you possibly dwell on the negative when you get to start your day like that? The universe was sending me a message…Life is good, embrace what you have and move forward with confidence and conviction. Do you think my sister was really the one sending me the message?